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me and dee...
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posing for phone advert... lolz
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me winston shermaine.. damm tt flash..
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me and yt!! i was squatting hor.. =P
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me and ger!! i know the flash sot.. sigh..
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2D!!! look, cant even get ready... sighh
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stephen me and henry... wads he doing?
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ME!! wahaha look so weird..
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some old 2d ppl, me, faizal, ahmad, azmi, henry, imran..
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the four musketeers? nah, me wq chunyin and imran at the entrance.. a little late liao..
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Monday, May 05, 2008
Due to some random erg of energy in my nerves i followed a link to a blog by someone i knew, and voilia, here i am, blogging.
Be it a spark of inspiration, or a compulsion, i just had to blog... However, i pondered, what were blogs supposed to be? Remembering some old blogs i've read, they all consisted of rantings and personal feelings, or things that should have been said in person. But that is not what i want my blog to be. Maybe i will rant just a wee bit but whats the harm? I once faced the question, "If blogs are online diaries and diaries are supposed to be private, aren't blogs oxymoronic? (flashback to GP lesson, Why is global culture an oxymoron?) So this blog here aint goanna be no diary my friend, its going to be an outlet to share things or thoughts i feel that are interesting and significant. Call it a project to see for myself what I will write about. Its the corny "searching for yourself" thingamajig im doing.
Going back to where i started, i was (ok lets used "inspired" since it sounds nicer) inspired to blog after randomly reading the blog of an old chinese tuition friend/classmate (hmm how do u categorise someone whom you know from tuition but dont exactly know in real life?). Then recalling a few other blogs from other friends, i realised that their blogs are their intellectual and cognitive outlets, instead of a place to say emo stuff and post pics of yourself camwhoring. If only i had blogged consistently through the nelson/helen/school/choir period. Cos i'd be able to look back and laugh at it when its all over.
Back to the tuition buddy, her name was zilin, an exceptionally smart girl i'd say, though she's probably too modest to even acknowledge the fact. I recall going to my tuition teacher's house in sec 2/3, chionging chinese essays and memorising vocab. Occasionally when my teacher gets occupied or goes for a break, i get to see through a window into another world. Zilin was from RGS, i think she topped her level but she never mentioned it once (modest yea?) and i only found out when my tuition teacher told me. I'd hear interesting stories about philosophy lessons and magic tricks, and loads of discussions about the world around us. I still recall the time when we were pondering why do we feel cooler in water than on land. She explained that as water has a higher latent heat capacity than land, the water has to gain more heat for the temperature to rise, thus it stays cooler than the land! I only undestood it last year in J1 during thermal physics.... way to be advanced... she was only a year older than me.
BAck to the blog again, I shall link it here for reference, http://zilin.wordpress.com/ Remembering blogs from benjamin,(primary school) to gernaine(secondary school) to the latest milton(tpjc), i have this dreadful feeling that im regressing and i am not thinking enough. Thus i have come up with a theory.
T=k/(S^Y)+E
where S is social activity(Friends/makan/dinner/mahjong) "bigger number=more activity"
and k is just a proportionality constant
T is Thought activity"bigger number=more activity"
Y is the tYpe of friends "friends who think about their purpose in life score large negatives here"
and E is the environment you are in(e.g. gifted school etc...)
as seen by the equation, the amount of thinking you do generally decreases with the amount of social activity you have.
How i came to the equation? In secondary school, i had a rather small circle of friends, loads of time on my hands. Thus i constantly pondered and mulled over every small little thing. Now i can barely think straight... I attribute it to my constant interaction with people and short travel times. (tanah merah to tampines compared to katong).
and im still amazed at my laziness as i was about to elaborate further on the previous paragraph but i just became too lazy to do it.
hmm...
T=k/(S^Y)+E ?
i think its just life in JC... or the lack of it rather.
Be it a spark of inspiration, or a compulsion, i just had to blog... However, i pondered, what were blogs supposed to be? Remembering some old blogs i've read, they all consisted of rantings and personal feelings, or things that should have been said in person. But that is not what i want my blog to be. Maybe i will rant just a wee bit but whats the harm? I once faced the question, "If blogs are online diaries and diaries are supposed to be private, aren't blogs oxymoronic? (flashback to GP lesson, Why is global culture an oxymoron?) So this blog here aint goanna be no diary my friend, its going to be an outlet to share things or thoughts i feel that are interesting and significant. Call it a project to see for myself what I will write about. Its the corny "searching for yourself" thingamajig im doing.
Going back to where i started, i was (ok lets used "inspired" since it sounds nicer) inspired to blog after randomly reading the blog of an old chinese tuition friend/classmate (hmm how do u categorise someone whom you know from tuition but dont exactly know in real life?). Then recalling a few other blogs from other friends, i realised that their blogs are their intellectual and cognitive outlets, instead of a place to say emo stuff and post pics of yourself camwhoring. If only i had blogged consistently through the nelson/helen/school/choir period. Cos i'd be able to look back and laugh at it when its all over.
Back to the tuition buddy, her name was zilin, an exceptionally smart girl i'd say, though she's probably too modest to even acknowledge the fact. I recall going to my tuition teacher's house in sec 2/3, chionging chinese essays and memorising vocab. Occasionally when my teacher gets occupied or goes for a break, i get to see through a window into another world. Zilin was from RGS, i think she topped her level but she never mentioned it once (modest yea?) and i only found out when my tuition teacher told me. I'd hear interesting stories about philosophy lessons and magic tricks, and loads of discussions about the world around us. I still recall the time when we were pondering why do we feel cooler in water than on land. She explained that as water has a higher latent heat capacity than land, the water has to gain more heat for the temperature to rise, thus it stays cooler than the land! I only undestood it last year in J1 during thermal physics.... way to be advanced... she was only a year older than me.
BAck to the blog again, I shall link it here for reference, http://zilin.wordpress.com/ Remembering blogs from benjamin,(primary school) to gernaine(secondary school) to the latest milton(tpjc), i have this dreadful feeling that im regressing and i am not thinking enough. Thus i have come up with a theory.
T=k/(S^Y)+E
where S is social activity(Friends/makan/dinner/mahjong) "bigger number=more activity"
and k is just a proportionality constant
T is Thought activity"bigger number=more activity"
Y is the tYpe of friends "friends who think about their purpose in life score large negatives here"
and E is the environment you are in(e.g. gifted school etc...)
as seen by the equation, the amount of thinking you do generally decreases with the amount of social activity you have.
How i came to the equation? In secondary school, i had a rather small circle of friends, loads of time on my hands. Thus i constantly pondered and mulled over every small little thing. Now i can barely think straight... I attribute it to my constant interaction with people and short travel times. (tanah merah to tampines compared to katong).
and im still amazed at my laziness as i was about to elaborate further on the previous paragraph but i just became too lazy to do it.
hmm...
T=k/(S^Y)+E ?
i think its just life in JC... or the lack of it rather.
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
11:59 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
Monday, April 09, 2007
lol arsenal lost and the only reason i posted this was because my wonderfully awesome pe teacher supports arsenal and whenever arsenal lost we'd end up getting loads of healthy, tiring exhausting, energy-depleting, perverse, crazy, ludicrous, impractical, absurd exercise. Scrap that healthy part. It'd probably kill us by next week or so. Thats why every monday i hate PE..
this week im counting my blessings. Thank got 4x400m was on today, or so i thought. Mr EH had to come ruin every bloody thing... he made us run around the field. since we were like super slow jogging.. wait that cant be right.. we were trying our best to jog at an acceptable pace, but he made us do like 100 push ups and 100 jumping jacks wadnot.. so much for having a relaxing monday..
this week im counting my blessings. Thank got 4x400m was on today, or so i thought. Mr EH had to come ruin every bloody thing... he made us run around the field. since we were like super slow jogging.. wait that cant be right.. we were trying our best to jog at an acceptable pace, but he made us do like 100 push ups and 100 jumping jacks wadnot.. so much for having a relaxing monday..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:32 PM
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Remember when i said my blogs were monthly things? Make that bi-monthly...
I just cant seem to blog regularly, like seriously. How do those people blog every darn day?
Kkz anyway, for starters, currently its the month of march. Loads of things to talk about since my last post dated somewhere around January. The 7th of Jan i recall, lets get a point form blog.
Major events
thats all i think.. i really have to change my blog.. this gay pink skin is almost bugging me
I just cant seem to blog regularly, like seriously. How do those people blog every darn day?
Kkz anyway, for starters, currently its the month of march. Loads of things to talk about since my last post dated somewhere around January. The 7th of Jan i recall, lets get a point form blog.
Major events
- I remained in Tpjc..
YES i did. my choices for schools were like 1st choice Tj, 2nd choice Tpjc.. pro rite?
why i chose as such? cos Mj doesn't have computing, Sajc is way too far, Acjc is more for
rich people and the rest don't fit my bill. - My L1R5 is 10-2
English -A1
E-Maths -A1
A-Maths -A2
Design & Technology -A1
Combined Science(p/c)-A1
So far it looks damn zai rite? The spoilers are coming...
COMBINED HUMANITIES -B4!!!!!
Chinese -B3.. As for Chinese im pretty happy la
its the damn combined humanities that simply HAD to be included.. The problem
is i absolutely do not have the slightest hint of a figment of an idea WHY my humanities
got b4.. if only i got an A2.. I'd be in Tj dammit. Thats life , evidently shit does happen. - I'm in Tpjc CHOIR. dun ask me why, even i don't know. i suspect its cos I'm too lazy to do something new and choir will show up nice on my S.G.C."keyword= suspect"
- My Anime collection has exceeded 100Gb anyone want some pass me a few discs and I'll burn them free of charge. Which reminds me I'm running out of disc space and i have to get a new hdd(hard disc drive).. a 320gb one would be nice.. oh how i dream of having terrabyte capacity..
- I LOST MY PENCIL CASE!!! anyone see a small dark blue pencil case with an oval in the middle and lines on it please return? Not that I'm actually hoping to get it back.
Kay thats the brief summary i think.. all this blogging makes me wonder, all these things that i consider interesting to blog about, they are actually very common things which numerous students my age are blogging about.. it really makes me feel as if my entire life so far has carbon copies all over the world. imagine a world with 6.6 billion people as of 2007(wikipedia). Thats 6,600,000,000 people.. currently singapore has an estimated population of 4,483,900 people (wikipedia), imagine roughly 1500 Singapores.. Thats how small we really are. to be a single drop of water in this ocean really makes you wonder what happens if u leave this earth. will it be as insignificant as a drop of water evaporating in an ocean? or will it be like leaving a trail marker for others to follow? even after you're gone you will continue to affect others.
thats all i think.. i really have to change my blog.. this gay pink skin is almost bugging me
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
10:46 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
Sunday, January 07, 2007
zzz.. happy new year, blabla yadda yadda. its just another year.. oh wait, lets restart that.
WOOT HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! IM IN JC1!! J1!! DOESENT TT SOUND GREAT??!!
sorry, t'was just trying to catch the enthusiasm of my new principal.. wads her name? cant rmb.. wasnt much of a listener, no difference here..
ok slacked throught the whole of december
went to play pool, went to .... actually nothing else..
sigh* such is the life of arron.. maybe i should make a story called the melancholy of arron li
it'll probably be like that boring show for the navy ad where the guy's life was a movie.. of course with the exception that im not some crazy shoujo with the power to destroy and re-create the world with a mere thought like haruhi..
im wondering, is it normal to have an obsession of anime like me?
the extent of my obsession you ask?
hmm,
posessing 80GB+ of anime
proably knows more about anime than any school subject in greater detail.
also being able to watch 24 episodes back-to-back, thats 20 minutes with a 24 multiplier factor, or 8 hours straight.
pretty obsessive huh?
ok thats all i feel like saying now, maybe blog abt china trip soon.. hmm till next time.
mata-aou! tts see you in japanese.
WOOT HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! IM IN JC1!! J1!! DOESENT TT SOUND GREAT??!!
sorry, t'was just trying to catch the enthusiasm of my new principal.. wads her name? cant rmb.. wasnt much of a listener, no difference here..
ok slacked throught the whole of december
went to play pool, went to .... actually nothing else..
sigh* such is the life of arron.. maybe i should make a story called the melancholy of arron li
it'll probably be like that boring show for the navy ad where the guy's life was a movie.. of course with the exception that im not some crazy shoujo with the power to destroy and re-create the world with a mere thought like haruhi..
im wondering, is it normal to have an obsession of anime like me?
the extent of my obsession you ask?
hmm,
posessing 80GB+ of anime
proably knows more about anime than any school subject in greater detail.
also being able to watch 24 episodes back-to-back, thats 20 minutes with a 24 multiplier factor, or 8 hours straight.
pretty obsessive huh?
ok thats all i feel like saying now, maybe blog abt china trip soon.. hmm till next time.
mata-aou! tts see you in japanese.
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
10:06 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
Friday, November 17, 2006
sigh.. as the saying goes, the light at the end of the tunnel..
often i find myself pondering over this age-old saying
The light at the end of the tunnel, what if its from the headlamp of a train?
as many of my friends would say, gg,gl,hf. good game, good luck and have fun.
i cant help but wonder if the light at the end of my tunnel is that dreaded headlamp..
most of the sec4's are completing their o's and it goes without saying that they are enjoying themselves as i type this entry. completing a phase of your life, or as a friend of mine said, getting this part of my life over with, how does it feel? i feel a tinge - no, its more of an overpowering feeling of regret and reluctance..
Even as i type this i think back at my primary school days
i was so reluctant to go to secondary school
really i was
haha, now im reluctant to move on from secondary school
sigh.. to all peeps who read this sentence (i wonder if they exist) i wanna ask if you have honestly give your all in this examination.
no dont give me an immediate answer
hesitate for a moment and search within yourself before answering.
im sure many would answer "no"
then again, is no such a bad answer?
if we gave our all in studying for the o's, why?
why do we even bother? its just education after all.
so we get into a good jc.. then?
will it secure our future?
i doubt it
no doubt gettng into a top university and getting first class honours at the top uni is bound to make companies hound you for a post in their company.. can u get first class honours in a first class uni?
haha sidetracking for a moment, my cousin is one of those at a top class uni getting top class grades
song liang kor-kor is currently studying aeronautical engineering at M.I.T or the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, ranked fifth in the world.. he completed his uni course in 2/3 of the normal time and i think he's cutting his phd course time in half or so.. talk abt smart..
however.. he wasnt exactly the smartest student in his school, but i believe one of the most hardworking...
sadly i hardly see him or even talk to him...
last i saw him was.. 3 years ago? haha.. my relations with my aunt arent exactly that good.. my father's side has a little problem with their family soo.. yea.. the cousins dun tok to each other much..
seesh i just thought of something..
ppl say that im tt cheerful bugger who always seems to be cheerful.. (dotz)
true meh? lol i feel tt im pretty irrational most of the times.. always no mood one..
woo i met my quota of one post a month.. it amazes me on how i even bring myself to post and its like just nice one month away from my previous post..
haha
as amaenaideyo character kazusano kazuki-san would say
MATA JOUDO!!
seesh i got so much more to say but im just too plain lazy..
often i find myself pondering over this age-old saying
The light at the end of the tunnel, what if its from the headlamp of a train?
as many of my friends would say, gg,gl,hf. good game, good luck and have fun.
i cant help but wonder if the light at the end of my tunnel is that dreaded headlamp..
most of the sec4's are completing their o's and it goes without saying that they are enjoying themselves as i type this entry. completing a phase of your life, or as a friend of mine said, getting this part of my life over with, how does it feel? i feel a tinge - no, its more of an overpowering feeling of regret and reluctance..
Even as i type this i think back at my primary school days
i was so reluctant to go to secondary school
really i was
haha, now im reluctant to move on from secondary school
sigh.. to all peeps who read this sentence (i wonder if they exist) i wanna ask if you have honestly give your all in this examination.
no dont give me an immediate answer
hesitate for a moment and search within yourself before answering.
im sure many would answer "no"
then again, is no such a bad answer?
if we gave our all in studying for the o's, why?
why do we even bother? its just education after all.
so we get into a good jc.. then?
will it secure our future?
i doubt it
no doubt gettng into a top university and getting first class honours at the top uni is bound to make companies hound you for a post in their company.. can u get first class honours in a first class uni?
haha sidetracking for a moment, my cousin is one of those at a top class uni getting top class grades
song liang kor-kor is currently studying aeronautical engineering at M.I.T or the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, ranked fifth in the world.. he completed his uni course in 2/3 of the normal time and i think he's cutting his phd course time in half or so.. talk abt smart..
however.. he wasnt exactly the smartest student in his school, but i believe one of the most hardworking...
sadly i hardly see him or even talk to him...
last i saw him was.. 3 years ago? haha.. my relations with my aunt arent exactly that good.. my father's side has a little problem with their family soo.. yea.. the cousins dun tok to each other much..
seesh i just thought of something..
ppl say that im tt cheerful bugger who always seems to be cheerful.. (dotz)
true meh? lol i feel tt im pretty irrational most of the times.. always no mood one..
woo i met my quota of one post a month.. it amazes me on how i even bring myself to post and its like just nice one month away from my previous post..
haha
as amaenaideyo character kazusano kazuki-san would say
MATA JOUDO!!
seesh i got so much more to say but im just too plain lazy..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
2:19 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Sigh, I'm sure, no, I'm CERTAIN that i posted a LONG post a week ago.. and guess wad? It got DELETED! or it wasnt posted properly.. cant tell which. the key thing is, ITS NO LONGER HERE!!
So... I'm reposting it, just for the sake of filling in an october entry. My blogs are monthly things, yea. come to think of it, I blogged the previous entry cos someone told me to, wonder who.. somebody complaining tt i didnt update my blog, in the first place im amazed that people read my blog..
I think it was from 4j...
Moving on... my birthday was 3 days ago, shouldve posted a bdae blog, maybe i should tweak my computer clock den make it look like 8 oct, hahaz... birthday ah, nothing special lor, not that i remember. the day before went to haseenah's bdae.. dunno why la, cos i followed the crowd? had an interesting turkish dinner..
izzit just me or my blogs are getting boring?
yup they are
reminds me of those essays i used to write in my youth, wait, im still a youth, i meant in my primary school days. they went along the lines of
wake up, brush teeth, bathe, eat breakfast, go school, go home, eat, bathe, sleep....
ok...
i think ill create a section called intersting thing of the day,
or blog
this one will be
Did you know?
female kangaroos are called flyers?
wonder what product are they advertising for
flyers-as in paper flyers.. get it?
WAHAHAHA
ok i know ure like shivering at the coldness of my joke
here's a sweater
(sweater)*
hahaz... ok i think the exam stress is killing me..
maybe i should get back to my studies..
NAH
umm
better study la..
ok... my conscience won...
wow i have a conscience
So... I'm reposting it, just for the sake of filling in an october entry. My blogs are monthly things, yea. come to think of it, I blogged the previous entry cos someone told me to, wonder who.. somebody complaining tt i didnt update my blog, in the first place im amazed that people read my blog..
I think it was from 4j...
Moving on... my birthday was 3 days ago, shouldve posted a bdae blog, maybe i should tweak my computer clock den make it look like 8 oct, hahaz... birthday ah, nothing special lor, not that i remember. the day before went to haseenah's bdae.. dunno why la, cos i followed the crowd? had an interesting turkish dinner..
izzit just me or my blogs are getting boring?
yup they are
reminds me of those essays i used to write in my youth, wait, im still a youth, i meant in my primary school days. they went along the lines of
wake up, brush teeth, bathe, eat breakfast, go school, go home, eat, bathe, sleep....
ok...
i think ill create a section called intersting thing of the day,
or blog
this one will be
Did you know?
female kangaroos are called flyers?
wonder what product are they advertising for
flyers-as in paper flyers.. get it?
WAHAHAHA
ok i know ure like shivering at the coldness of my joke
here's a sweater
(sweater)*
hahaz... ok i think the exam stress is killing me..
maybe i should get back to my studies..
NAH
umm
better study la..
ok... my conscience won...
wow i have a conscience
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
8:17 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
Sunday, September 24, 2006
me and dee...
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:21 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
posing for phone advert... lolz
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:20 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
me winston shermaine.. damm tt flash..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:20 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
me and yt!! i was squatting hor.. =P
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:19 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
me and ger!! i know the flash sot.. sigh..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:19 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
2D!!! look, cant even get ready... sighh
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:17 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
stephen me and henry... wads he doing?
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:16 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
ME!! wahaha look so weird..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:15 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
some old 2d ppl, me, faizal, ahmad, azmi, henry, imran..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:03 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
the four musketeers? nah, me wq chunyin and imran at the entrance.. a little late liao..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
6:02 PM
alwayysbyyourrsiide`-//*
grad nite... i remember planning for it, getting my stuff, clothes, wondering what to wear, going out with friends checking out blazers, shoes, pants. the anticipation was almost too much to bear. part of me never wanted the day to come, the thought of it being over was kinda sad, part of me couldnt wait for it to come, dressing up, meeting frenz who are also dressed up.
then, september 22 came.. i took my dnt paper in the morning (what a bummer.. )(-_-) then i left for home, watched anime (to calm my nerves) went to do my hair, i should upload a pic of tt man, lol. spent 30 bucks at a salon.. wah, really nice la, they wash ur hair for u, den use warm water.. lol the first time in my life, i spent 30 bucks on a haircut, spent 20 minutes washing my hair, and 30 mins getting a haircut. never in my life so much attention was devoted to my hair.. lol truly a first time experience. after the haircut went home, blabla, go azmi's house wait for his dad to fetch.. see tt gay boy (yea tt one who danced on stage like a bapok) and his gay suit, (eh not bad looking anywaes) shock everyone with my new hairstyle. really, i thot i lost myself when i looked into the mirror, but a phrase from some anime came up (how corny) arron is arron, i am myself. so i thot ill still be me no matter what i look like lol. man i miss those koizumi junichiro curls... =P
anywae, we left for the hotel around 5:30 liddat, cant rmb the journey much, except for the new flowers at orchard haha, at the hotel there i saw everyone.. man i had to look at a person, take conscious effort to register the face and think, who is tt bugger, man i cant even remember the name of my sec 2 classmate suddenly. aiya i dunno izzit a common trait or wad ah, it seems tt whenever i wanna say something nice, like a compliment or sumthing, it comes out somehow as mildly insulting... really.. like in those anime the main guy likes this girl but he wan face so whenever wanna compliment den scold instead.. oso like the korean drama show lan man man wu, or full house. anywae, i think i ended up offending a few ppl, but argh, dun let minor details get in the way, for those who i have offended or forgot to compliment, and ure reading this, U GUYS LOOK GREAT!! so great tt words got lost in my mouth.. eh im a shy bugger la..
anywae.. waited for half an hour for the ever late gays.. typical.. tell them 6pm they reach at 7.. then saw many many chio bu's and shuai ge's.. i tell u, earrings are the fashion la.. tt tiny shiny stud on the left ear.. really makes a statement.. but u have to carry the image la.. lol then the night swung into full gear as we entered the main ballroom.. or wadever room tt was called.
again.. i cannot emphasise enough tt all those tk ppl look great la.. man im goanna miss those ppl.. i've never thought that i'll say this but i'll miss tk.. not so much the school but the teachers and most importantly, students and friends... sigh.. played some lame games.. ate dinner (hardly touched the food..) took loads of gay pics.. dun worry, ill upload... haha had the time of my life? however.. the night ended sooo quickly..
too quickly.. i havent chatted with all my dear friends..like you! yes you!! haha and mostly havent laughed with you.. call me stupid but i actually read a few jokes to prepare man.. lolzzz sigh.. the night was a blur..
a dash of light and grandeur and before i knew it.. it was over..
suddenly i felt depressed, all of a sudden after i left the hotel.. we walked abit, posed at the phone booths, took pics with art pieces.. then the realisation came like defrillibrators... those shock paddle thingys.. THE NIGHT WAS OVER! i didnt have time to take pics with all my dear frenz.. but luckilly moi best frens all were in moi cam =) i tell you, im goanna treasure those pics till the day i lose my sight man..
me and a few old 2d'sians walked about, went to cathay, wanted to watch movie but stoned at cinema entrance for an hour.. watch ppl play pool, go upstairs play abit.. den come down play pool.. go eat supper at long john silvers.. wasted time till 4 am.. den go home, on the night bus.. the bus took sooooo long to come..
but somehow.. i didnt want it to come.. anywae, if u looked at the bus stop around 4 am u'll see 2 guys in suits sleeping at the bus-stop.. quite a sight la.. lolzzz... words cant aptly describe my feelings.. sigh.. i guess this is the best i can do..
haiz.. the night may be over but the memory is forever..
i love u all guys..
forever and ever..
then, september 22 came.. i took my dnt paper in the morning (what a bummer.. )(-_-) then i left for home, watched anime (to calm my nerves) went to do my hair, i should upload a pic of tt man, lol. spent 30 bucks at a salon.. wah, really nice la, they wash ur hair for u, den use warm water.. lol the first time in my life, i spent 30 bucks on a haircut, spent 20 minutes washing my hair, and 30 mins getting a haircut. never in my life so much attention was devoted to my hair.. lol truly a first time experience. after the haircut went home, blabla, go azmi's house wait for his dad to fetch.. see tt gay boy (yea tt one who danced on stage like a bapok) and his gay suit, (eh not bad looking anywaes) shock everyone with my new hairstyle. really, i thot i lost myself when i looked into the mirror, but a phrase from some anime came up (how corny) arron is arron, i am myself. so i thot ill still be me no matter what i look like lol. man i miss those koizumi junichiro curls... =P
anywae, we left for the hotel around 5:30 liddat, cant rmb the journey much, except for the new flowers at orchard haha, at the hotel there i saw everyone.. man i had to look at a person, take conscious effort to register the face and think, who is tt bugger, man i cant even remember the name of my sec 2 classmate suddenly. aiya i dunno izzit a common trait or wad ah, it seems tt whenever i wanna say something nice, like a compliment or sumthing, it comes out somehow as mildly insulting... really.. like in those anime the main guy likes this girl but he wan face so whenever wanna compliment den scold instead.. oso like the korean drama show lan man man wu, or full house. anywae, i think i ended up offending a few ppl, but argh, dun let minor details get in the way, for those who i have offended or forgot to compliment, and ure reading this, U GUYS LOOK GREAT!! so great tt words got lost in my mouth.. eh im a shy bugger la..
anywae.. waited for half an hour for the ever late gays.. typical.. tell them 6pm they reach at 7.. then saw many many chio bu's and shuai ge's.. i tell u, earrings are the fashion la.. tt tiny shiny stud on the left ear.. really makes a statement.. but u have to carry the image la.. lol then the night swung into full gear as we entered the main ballroom.. or wadever room tt was called.
again.. i cannot emphasise enough tt all those tk ppl look great la.. man im goanna miss those ppl.. i've never thought that i'll say this but i'll miss tk.. not so much the school but the teachers and most importantly, students and friends... sigh.. played some lame games.. ate dinner (hardly touched the food..) took loads of gay pics.. dun worry, ill upload... haha had the time of my life? however.. the night ended sooo quickly..
too quickly.. i havent chatted with all my dear friends..like you! yes you!! haha and mostly havent laughed with you.. call me stupid but i actually read a few jokes to prepare man.. lolzzz sigh.. the night was a blur..
a dash of light and grandeur and before i knew it.. it was over..
suddenly i felt depressed, all of a sudden after i left the hotel.. we walked abit, posed at the phone booths, took pics with art pieces.. then the realisation came like defrillibrators... those shock paddle thingys.. THE NIGHT WAS OVER! i didnt have time to take pics with all my dear frenz.. but luckilly moi best frens all were in moi cam =) i tell you, im goanna treasure those pics till the day i lose my sight man..
me and a few old 2d'sians walked about, went to cathay, wanted to watch movie but stoned at cinema entrance for an hour.. watch ppl play pool, go upstairs play abit.. den come down play pool.. go eat supper at long john silvers.. wasted time till 4 am.. den go home, on the night bus.. the bus took sooooo long to come..
but somehow.. i didnt want it to come.. anywae, if u looked at the bus stop around 4 am u'll see 2 guys in suits sleeping at the bus-stop.. quite a sight la.. lolzzz... words cant aptly describe my feelings.. sigh.. i guess this is the best i can do..
haiz.. the night may be over but the memory is forever..
i love u all guys..
forever and ever..
[x] im not perfect either ((://*
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its all aboutt you... its all about u baby ((:
woops. getting obsessed with mcfly. wahahas.
Kayzz ive finally put up my profile.
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Anime:
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Ouran High school Host Club
Bleach(currently following)
Naruto(currently following)
D.grayman(currently following)
Fullmetal Alchemist
Mai HiME
Mai Otome
Mai Otome Zwei
Fruits Basket
Welcome to The NHK
Chrono Crusade
Tsubasa River chronicles (season 1-2)
School Rumble
Shuffle
Ichigo 100%
and some more..
Reading books
novels especially
Playing computer games
Cycling
Badminton
Pool-billards
its all aboutt you... its all about u baby ((:
woops. getting obsessed with mcfly. wahahas.
Kayzz ive finally put up my profile.
Likes
Anime:
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Ouran High school Host Club
Bleach(currently following)
Naruto(currently following)
D.grayman(currently following)
Fullmetal Alchemist
Mai HiME
Mai Otome
Mai Otome Zwei
Fruits Basket
Welcome to The NHK
Chrono Crusade
Tsubasa River chronicles (season 1-2)
School Rumble
Shuffle
Ichigo 100%
and some more..
Reading books
novels especially
Playing computer games
Cycling
Badminton
Pool-billards