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Friday, November 17, 2006

sigh.. as the saying goes, the light at the end of the tunnel..
often i find myself pondering over this age-old saying

The light at the end of the tunnel, what if its from the headlamp of a train?

as many of my friends would say, gg,gl,hf. good game, good luck and have fun.

i cant help but wonder if the light at the end of my tunnel is that dreaded headlamp..
most of the sec4's are completing their o's and it goes without saying that they are enjoying themselves as i type this entry. completing a phase of your life, or as a friend of mine said, getting this part of my life over with, how does it feel? i feel a tinge - no, its more of an overpowering feeling of regret and reluctance..
Even as i type this i think back at my primary school days

i was so reluctant to go to secondary school

really i was

haha, now im reluctant to move on from secondary school
sigh.. to all peeps who read this sentence (i wonder if they exist) i wanna ask if you have honestly give your all in this examination.

no dont give me an immediate answer

hesitate for a moment and search within yourself before answering.

im sure many would answer "no"

then again, is no such a bad answer?

if we gave our all in studying for the o's, why?
why do we even bother? its just education after all.
so we get into a good jc.. then?
will it secure our future?
i doubt it
no doubt gettng into a top university and getting first class honours at the top uni is bound to make companies hound you for a post in their company.. can u get first class honours in a first class uni?

haha sidetracking for a moment, my cousin is one of those at a top class uni getting top class grades
song liang kor-kor is currently studying aeronautical engineering at M.I.T or the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, ranked fifth in the world.. he completed his uni course in 2/3 of the normal time and i think he's cutting his phd course time in half or so.. talk abt smart..

however.. he wasnt exactly the smartest student in his school, but i believe one of the most hardworking...

sadly i hardly see him or even talk to him...
last i saw him was.. 3 years ago? haha.. my relations with my aunt arent exactly that good.. my father's side has a little problem with their family soo.. yea.. the cousins dun tok to each other much..

seesh i just thought of something..
ppl say that im tt cheerful bugger who always seems to be cheerful.. (dotz)
true meh? lol i feel tt im pretty irrational most of the times.. always no mood one..

woo i met my quota of one post a month.. it amazes me on how i even bring myself to post and its like just nice one month away from my previous post..
haha
as amaenaideyo character kazusano kazuki-san would say
MATA JOUDO!!

seesh i got so much more to say but im just too plain lazy..

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
2:19 PM

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